¿LOVE?

I'm sitting here thinking, just thinking. Realizing about life, and I'm starting to notice that I'm over, I'm done. I don't see life as I used to, which is something good, but I don't believe in love anymore; I don't even know if I ever believed in it.
My idea of love is extremely idealistic, so unreal that it is not possible. Two people living for each other, never fighting; feeling anxious when they are together, trusting each other, loving themselves deeply, without any jealousy... it is impossible, it can not exist such thing. I would love to meet someone who make me feel real, free; I would risk everything for him. It's really hard to face it, but I do not believe in love anymore.

By C.