Hi, it's me.
I miss you.
Where are you now?
I miss you.
Feels like months since the last time we spoke.
It's been less than two days since.
I miss you.
Can you come and hug me?
Can you come and kiss me?
I miss you.
7/12/12
Just it
Cannot sleep. Day's almost over. Haven't slept in three days. I'm waiting. The world seems to be about to fall, break into a million pieces. Just a couple hours and everything's gonna be ok. He'll save us. He'll shine. He's gonna have a shield that will protect us. At least that's what I'd like to think. It's over. Six or seven years have passed. I'm growing up. Things are ending. 'Cause everything, everything ends. Just because it does. Nothing lasts forever. It's a shame. It would be awesome if we could live a hundred or thousand years. But we cant. That's just the way it is. Still... I love her. She's my everything. I would give everything up for her. She keeps me alive. She keeps my world spinning. She gives me peace. I can't describe it. I just... love her.
6/12/12
Let it snow
I'm feeling the need.
Is it hot in here? Or is just me?
I'm starting to sweat.
Where have you gone?
I'm panicking.
I'm telling myself to breathe.
Is getting harder and harder.
Is so hot in here!
Where has the snow gone?
Pressure behind my eyes.
It's starting to hurt.
They're dry.
I'm blinking, but they don't feel ok.
Please! someone bring the snow back.
I'm feeling the need.
Is it hot in here? Or is just me?
I'm starting to sweat.
Is it hot in here? Or is just me?
I'm starting to sweat.
Where have you gone?
I'm panicking.
I'm telling myself to breathe.
Is getting harder and harder.
Is so hot in here!
Where has the snow gone?
Pressure behind my eyes.
It's starting to hurt.
They're dry.
I'm blinking, but they don't feel ok.
Please! someone bring the snow back.
I'm feeling the need.
Is it hot in here? Or is just me?
I'm starting to sweat.
Listen
We are walking on the same street.
Opposite ways.
Sun is up, it's summer.
I've always hated summer.
I never really liked the heat.
I guess this is goodbye.
Got nothing to say,
nothing, except
I don't know how we got here.
I can't understand I'm losing you.
All I know is yesterday I was afraid of free falls,
And now I only wanna jump of a clip.
We were lying on my bed.
Glass of wine on your hand and mine.
Playing around, laughing so damn hard.
Now you're walking away.
Now we're walking away.
Got nothing to say,
nothing, except
I don't know how we got here.
I can't understand I'm losing you.
All I know is yesterday I was afraid of free falls,
And now I only wanna jump of a clip.
The world won't stop spinning.
It only did when you look at me.
It was amazing.
I'm vanishing.
Can you hear me?
Got nothing to say,
nothing, except
I don't know how we got here.
I can't understand I'm losing you.
All I know is yesterday I was afraid of free falls,
And now I only wanna jump of a clip.
Opposite ways.
Sun is up, it's summer.
I've always hated summer.
I never really liked the heat.
I guess this is goodbye.
Got nothing to say,
nothing, except
I don't know how we got here.
I can't understand I'm losing you.
All I know is yesterday I was afraid of free falls,
And now I only wanna jump of a clip.
We were lying on my bed.
Glass of wine on your hand and mine.
Playing around, laughing so damn hard.
Now you're walking away.
Now we're walking away.
Got nothing to say,
nothing, except
I don't know how we got here.
I can't understand I'm losing you.
All I know is yesterday I was afraid of free falls,
And now I only wanna jump of a clip.
The world won't stop spinning.
It only did when you look at me.
It was amazing.
I'm vanishing.
Can you hear me?
Got nothing to say,
nothing, except
I don't know how we got here.
I can't understand I'm losing you.
All I know is yesterday I was afraid of free falls,
And now I only wanna jump of a clip.
4/12/12
7 años.
Siete años.
Año uno:
No nos hhablamos.
Sé de tu existencia.
Estúpida yo, ¿cómo pude perderme algo tan mágico?
Año dos:
Te noto.
Llamás mi atención, mucho.
Intento convencerme de que es porque sí.
No puede estar pasando,
Pero sos tan hermosa, tan perfecta... tan humana.
No puedo más.
Año tres:
Estoy hasta las manos. Lo sé.
Lo admito,
Estás en todo lo que pienso.
Con todo puedo relacionarte.
Año cuatro:
Este es el último año en que paso todos los días con vos.
Me enamoraste.
Me enamoré.
Te convertiste en mi mejor amiga.
Tengo que mantenerme callada.
Puedo perderte.
Año cinco:
Por un error desperdicié días enteros que podía haber pasado con vos.
Aún así, nuesta amistad se afianzó.
Conocí una chica.
Ahora sabés que me gustan las mujeres.
Intento pasar todo el amor que te tengo, a ella.
En parte logro algo,
Me engancho.
Le digo "te amo".
Te hablo a vos.
Todo termina.
Quedo debastada.
¿Cómo ocultar lo mucho que te amo ahora?
Año seis:
Todo sigue igual.
Lo sabés.
Te amo.
Te amo como nunca se me ocurrió posible.
Frase trillada, lo sé.
Pero así es.
Cambio mi mundo entero por vos.
Si estás bien, mi mundo puede caerse.
Todo va a estar bien si vos lo estás.
Todo va a estar bien si aún puedo llamarte.
Si aún puedo verte.
Si aún existís...
Año siete:
Muchas cosas cambiaron.
Arriesgo.
¿Cómo puedo arriersgar tanto?
¿Cómo soy tan estúpida?
Descubro la respuesta.
Te amo.
No puedo hacer nada al respecto.
TE AMO.
Año uno:
No nos hhablamos.
Sé de tu existencia.
Estúpida yo, ¿cómo pude perderme algo tan mágico?
Año dos:
Te noto.
Llamás mi atención, mucho.
Intento convencerme de que es porque sí.
No puede estar pasando,
Pero sos tan hermosa, tan perfecta... tan humana.
No puedo más.
Año tres:
Estoy hasta las manos. Lo sé.
Lo admito,
Estás en todo lo que pienso.
Con todo puedo relacionarte.
Año cuatro:
Este es el último año en que paso todos los días con vos.
Me enamoraste.
Me enamoré.
Te convertiste en mi mejor amiga.
Tengo que mantenerme callada.
Puedo perderte.
Año cinco:
Por un error desperdicié días enteros que podía haber pasado con vos.
Aún así, nuesta amistad se afianzó.
Conocí una chica.
Ahora sabés que me gustan las mujeres.
Intento pasar todo el amor que te tengo, a ella.
En parte logro algo,
Me engancho.
Le digo "te amo".
Te hablo a vos.
Todo termina.
Quedo debastada.
¿Cómo ocultar lo mucho que te amo ahora?
Año seis:
Todo sigue igual.
Lo sabés.
Te amo.
Te amo como nunca se me ocurrió posible.
Frase trillada, lo sé.
Pero así es.
Cambio mi mundo entero por vos.
Si estás bien, mi mundo puede caerse.
Todo va a estar bien si vos lo estás.
Todo va a estar bien si aún puedo llamarte.
Si aún puedo verte.
Si aún existís...
Año siete:
Muchas cosas cambiaron.
Arriesgo.
¿Cómo puedo arriersgar tanto?
¿Cómo soy tan estúpida?
Descubro la respuesta.
Te amo.
No puedo hacer nada al respecto.
TE AMO.
You
Veins... what have you done to my veins? Can I say "blood"? Is it too obvious that I'm lying? You are, you are my veins. My love for you. My desire to hug you, to kiss you every single second of every hour. I'm sorry. I know this is not what you expect. I know this is nothing like what you feel for me, but I can't help it. You're my everything. You're what I breathe, you're my reason. You're my person. Everything I do, I do it thinking about you. Everything I do, I do it for you. Sorry, I just love you. That's what keeps me sane. You are what keeps me sane and alive.
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