Ruined

Can't stop thinking I love her. 

Can't stop thinking she loves me. 

At least that's what she told me. 

What if she's confused?

What if she's not sure?

I'm so afraid of ruining everything. 

I'm so afraid of getting hurt again. 

I think I'll eventually will. 

I always do. 

I'll ruin everything just because I have to. 

I don't want to. 

I'll hurt her. I'm not good enough. 

She doesn't deserves me. 

She'll find out eventually. 

She will hate me. 

She probably doesn't loves me. 

She'll figure it out soon.

And everything will be ruined.