It started a few years back.
You told me I was worthless.
She told me I was useless.
What are you expecting from me now?
Why do you all keep pushing me?
I did my best. I really tried.
But thanks to you, I failed. Again.
Nothing ever seems to be good enough.
You left. You all left me alone.
And now you are back...?
Pretending I worth.
Don't lie to me.
You won't change anything.
You will still be wishing I was dead.
And I still be hoping to get to the day I'm strong enough to make your dreams come true.

-Written on December 20, 2013.